Big Sister came to visit over Presidents Day weekend. My situation reminds me of how much I miss. We used to be the ones to travel and go visiting -- our lives not held down by the constraints of school or traditional working schedules. Now we are held back by our lack of disposable income, lack of reliable vehicles, and lack of time. It means we miss out on a lot of life and laughter. And did we ever laugh. With the grown nieces, the great-nephew, my own kids and the laughter of picking up right where we left off, the weekend was much too short.
She's worried about my knee and my plans, in the way that big sisters are apt to worry. When will I replace it? Why haven't I pushed for the surgery? We need a plan. How can she help?
I understand her concern. My husband and I carefully weigh the situation. While I could afford the actual surgery costs now, I can't afford the time off. I'm certain I wouldn't lose my job if I took the time to have the replacement surgery, I'm just not sure I can afford not working after the sick time and vacation time is used. Recovery is longer than the paid benefits of my job. This is really what holds me back.
We live on this financial razor's edge, so carefully balanced that one day late on a bill or an hour short on a paycheck tips us to ruin. I can't afford the extra weeks of unpaid time off.
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